squicky 28/?

I hate this section even more than I hated the last section, and I did not believe that was possible. I am, in fact, filled with self-loathing and a lot of hatred and depression. I keep trying to recapture the kind of playful fun I was having with this at the beginning, but it is not working. I just force myself to keep writing and swear that I'll do major revision later to make myself hate it less.

Also? My Shakespeare paper--so not happening. Life sucks, big time.

( squicky 28 )

29/?

Was gathering together my fics today for archiving, and realized I have 26 fics. Hundreds of pages of writing.

*falls over dead*

I'm going to try not to think about it, just like I'm trying not to think about how squicky is more than fifty pages long.

And now, a short bit, because short bits are way less imposing-like than long bits.

( squicky 29 )

30/?

( squicky 30 )